This limited thing we call language could never come close to expressing to you--sweet, SWEET love-- how I ache for you still...
I cannot begin to tell you the hell these last months have been without you, but not a moment went by that I was not conscious of your absence.
Nathaniel-- did you visit me?
I would forgive you if you did not given the state I was in... oh but how I missed you in my dreams all these months!
... I am still quite weak... I must go rest a bit...
Nathaniel... write to me, cheri. Tell me-- do you love me today as you once did? :(